[BLOG] The Real.
I want to apologize for what seems to me as a lack of posts. We have loyal fans that trust us and log on everyday and I know this because I get told daily. I don’t want to disappoint anyone. My mother is hospitalized. I don’t want to get into much more details because it’s been happening often. It’s a rough time but even through the dark times I never stop thinking about The Cynical Owl and how much it helps me get through the struggle.
I always wondered where I would be if I wasn’t apart of the company. The amazing things we do here make me realize that I still have some fight left when I feel like the world is crashing down. My mother always asks me about the company and what we do. It brings me joy to know even through her health issues she still is interested in what I do. It’s very amazing to know that someone cares about the shit I do. I spent most of my days with her in the hospital all day. I know most of you will think it’s silly for me to apologize when I have a huge issue going on. I don’t think of this as just an indie company and blog. This is my life, that we share with you guys daily. You are on the journey with us. In that journey we will have some downfalls and we will have success, in our personal lives. I can’t deny my harsh reality if it affects my work and my thought process. It’s a level 100 writer’s block if you will.
At the end of the day, hearing people talk about the site and RTing links though I am not present makes me feel good inside. I feel like we truly have some loyal fans that will follow us for a long time. It felt good to write this out instead of coming out with bullshit excuses for the lack of consistency. That’s not what it’s about. You guys are honest viewers and fans and I’m an honest writer and creator. I always wants to give back. As a writer it helps me to look at my words and spill out my heart when I feel like no one will understand. Maybe some of you can relate, I don’t know. I do know that I’ll be okay and I know my mom will be too. She’s my inspiration and she keeps me in check. I love you all and thank you for taking the time to read this.
“Believe that life is worth living and your belief will create that fact”. – William James